Because I am a person

Because I am a person. I am deaf, I am dumb, I am blind. But that doesn’t mean that I want to hurt you. Because I am just another girl who like to talk trash, and talk negative way from what my heart says. That doesn’t mean I don’t understand you, that doesn’t mean that I am not trying to understands you. I tried. As hard as I can. But, there is always a wall between us. :(

Because I swallowed all my words when I saw you, that doesn’t mean that I hate talking with you. Because I love you, I want to listen you talking beside me. I pretend that I don't understand. I lost my words. You ask me, I lost my words. I am never good with words, but I tried my best. You could see me worse before, but because of you I tried my best. But you don't understand how I tried my best. But you never see me in that way, because I know, I am not good enough for you.

But I need you to understand. I want to be me, with you.